Saturday, February 25, 2012
When i was 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, I could make a list of who wished me happy birthday, who smsed me, and who gave me presents. Now, I could make up a list of who didn't. Growing up is a really tough process. Slowly, we all begin to forget what are the things we deem important in our childhood. And all the routines, will be forgotten as well.
To think of it, it could be partly my fault as well. I couldn't remember to give presents to friends who gave me mine. One reason humanity gave up on me.
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2012 Resolutions
Saturday, December 31, 2011
1) Overcome social-awkwardness
2) Get rid of procrastination
3) Less hair falling :(
4) Give presents early!
5) Squash and badminton regularly
6) Overcome fear of running
Shall update more
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Ignorance?
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Honestly I'm very sick & tired of being treated like air, like I'm transparent, like I'm an INSIGNIFICANT BEING. Yes, I don't talk much. But whatever I said, are being ignored. That I have to repeat my sentence again, or tapping on you. I'm irritated of being insignificant. Part of a group. Just another "sorry-I-don't-know-your-name".
I want to get out this life. I want to be important, at least to those I consider friends.
(could be the alcohol getting to my head. Damn. I want alcohol to make me relaxed, not worse.)
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Merry Christmas
Monday, December 26, 2011
it's december 25. less than 1 week from a new year.
this year, the best birthday present i got, was the very first time i had friends celebrate my birthday for me, with a cake.
the best christmas present i got, was bad memories. from 2 guys. the former got me smiling and tearing like crazy under my blanket. the other got me filled with guilt, foolishness and..
ANGERFUCKINGANGER. for this day to be thankful of, i thank guy number 1 for letting me remember what it's like to have a pure school-y crush. guy number 2, thanks for making me i realised i just screwed myself by ever thinking of trying to talk sense into your
CHILDISHSELFISHCHAUVINISTSTUBBORN mind. *cough*
so.. all i end up with is a fucked mind and tears.
next year, please dont give me any of that. ever again.
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WANTS
Monday, December 19, 2011
CHARCOAL FELT LAPTOP SATCHEL
SGD$49
Orchard Ion #B1
http://www.kikki-k.com/
Labels: WANTS
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Tuesday, May 03, 2011
just so you know. a wound doesn't heal as you think it would. do you really have to make me so miserable?
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
HARROW ICXQ!
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