Saturday, April 17, 2010
i don't know if this is the start of a misunderstanding. if it was because you saw the pics, i got smth to tell u.
most of times i get to meet up with ingrid, munyi and qihui on fridays, because ingrid is only free on fridays. ingrid <-friends-> weiting, so weiting came too when i met up with ingrid. by coincidence, we saw alot of ex 4-3s at jp. weiting told to them to come find us, and all of us are at toastbox. then someone said to take a grp photo. ingrid didn't want to appear in the photo. after that 3 of us went to eat. i don't think this is a "betrayal". i didn't talk about you guys behind you back, i didn't tell your secrets to others, i'm merely a listener of others. i'm sorry if you thought i went to a gathering with them and didn't ask you all. i didn't know a meeting of 3 of us will become a "mini 4-3 gathering".
this is a very crucial part of our friendship. right now, all of us went to different courses, different schools, different polys. in a while, our school work is going to become really hectic, and we will have very little chances of meeting up and going out to kbox or other places together. i want to dedicate this post to both of you. i know 3 of us have very different personalities, but does this still matter after so long. we went through alot of hardships and problems, but we still came out together us 1 piece, and 1 group.
i'm not like that bitch. i won't say anything about you all. even if someone threatens me to say it out, or if i were to make a new friend and she asks about if there is any secrets, i won't say it out.
i don't know if this was my karma of being impatient, ununderstanding, not contributing, being late, being untalkative, or many many others. siewhoon, i have been keeping what i wanted to say to you. i don't think i'm a gd person. i appreciate it that you've always said that i'm pretty, i'm smart, but i don't want your kindness to become a negative point of you, because you would always get bullied easily. i want to apologise for being extremely impatient, although i'm always late and slow myself. vanessa, you are the best person i've ever met, and i'm always envious of how you can almost be friends with everyone. i'm really happy that we are in the same school and poly.
i really hope this is a misunderstanding, and i didn't catch it correctly. if everything turns out to be a misunderstanding, i would cherish more of our friendship. and even if nth happened, i just want this post to be a representative of my feelings towards our 2+years friendship. i don't want this to end like this.
love you guys.
&faded to grey at 6:40 PM♥
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