LOVES:
it's been one month plus already, but i don't know why i'm dropping tears for you again. you may not know the silly things that i did today , and all along i'm only caring for you. whatever you think , it's what i'm doing for you. joining them is not really the best choice. you have all your good friends in school. those people may really mislead you. and doing that , it would hurt your body real bad. i just dont want you to become like my dad. all the free time today caused me to think of you again , and being silly , dropping tears till an angmoh in front of me saw it. and still walking all the way from jurong point , trying to flash back & walk once again on the roads we had once walked together. i thought i could overcome it , but no , i'm really that weak. & yeah. you are gone. i can't forget the sense of being in your arms and many other stuffs. but i'm not strong like you? you and many other people made forgetting someone seem so easy , but i can't do it. have you ever took out the scribbles and poems i wrote to you? how about the 200 straw hearts i spent so much time to work on. i have never regretted spending my time to do all those. but i what i want is only for you to appreciate the hard work and understand my motive. what am i saying all this for , haha. i'm just a silly bodoh. never ever succeed in anything. now star , vball are all gone. and you were once the only hope for me in life. but now you are gone , i still have to make myself stand up and be there for you if you want to turn back. but i know the chances are low. and i managed to make up the courage to tell you how i feel. all along it's been extremely hard for me to forget you. you thought i never tried to forget but i did. somehow or another , images of you always pops up in my mind. yeah , i'm silly. so just go ahead and laugh at me. laugh at how deeply in love i am with you. just go ahead.
Labels: i still love you.