LOVES:
the over-demanded
huiying , What's your problem? :D
the da vinci's artwork :D
do go to the beach often for the sight for this bottle my love :)
went to eastcoast park yesterday. at first nobody knew the way there then were like asking the bus driver? then after we walked damn long way after alighting the bus T_T huiying said the subway was supposed to be smelly (she claimed it was her past experience) but we didn't really smell anything? we went to rent the bicycle and more people saw my ezlink card. tskkkk -.-
carissa was suay. the first bike makes sounds , and the second one is too low. we went to the ... crap i forgot the name. nvm , then we talked emo stuffs. mostly about relationships. then shared and learnt about some secrets. but frap , we were all supposed to shout the names of our crushs to the sea. they all heard cass' but only i didn't -.- there were this bunch of guys that didn't wear their shirts when riding their bicycles. don't know what they were up to. perharps trying to follow carissa(?) or it was merely concidence. only remembered the guy that was my pri sch junior , and another one who looks freakkkkkkkkkkkingly like the joshua in i not stupid. when huiying ask was it him , his friends got happy for dontknow what reasons and he started doing the unglamour sign. but he look not bad? :/
after that went to another .. shit i still forget the name. nvm. then i picked up one bottle and got out my pen to write ' i miss you' on it. i was meant for someone, lol then i shouted ' XX , hui lai ba!' then i threw the bottle. the boys were unconcidently there to and clapped for me -.-
sian , midyear is coming soon and i think i'm going to flunk all my subjects? physics was one of my highest scoring subject and i think that i will score worst for mid year? diedieeee -.- but good luck to everyone for all yea midyears. jiayou and mugggggg!
last but not least , my darling , xuan! ;D
Labels: i still love you., outings
there was me , at lane 8 on most left :D
theres kunleong with their 100m
and i'll tell you , their speed are tremendous. >:B
okay , we went to play bball with freddie chenzhao and danial after that.
later on saturday , went for mrwong's solo. okay he cried? 0.0 because his teacher died. and this almost made jinjing cried too =.= heh , this week was ct2 and it just finished. my confidence in maths increased because of the tuition teacher vanessa and siewhoon introduced! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELORASS LALALA! :D
yesterday was her birthday , and eileen called at 12 to ask me to go together?lol and i rushed to go home to get money , then met eileen and gavin at lakeside. crap , we went 1 hr later and we played first at minds' cafe.
i seriously love uglyface? :B
joey randy and weijian joined us , eileen krystal deloras siewhoon andrea and gavin later.played that guessing word game and i said another word for duck is chicken ._. sang birthday song and cut the cake , then took photos and andrea and siewhoon have to go. later slacked at the harbour , and crapped about where's the lion , the tiger and the chicken blabla. heh , and joey tried to lead us to lauparsa and we were walking in circles? and gavin fell when he played with the water LOOOOL
reached there only at 8 , and the hokkien mee was a serious waste of money -.- listened to ghost stories , then suddenly deloras said she saw someone red in the alley? but eileen and i only saw a man , no red 0.0 then mrt-ed home and i bus-ed home myself ..
later will be going to jp library with car, hoon , van , jie and kiat for history play. hope we can get higher marks? :D
lala's cutting her lala cake :D
heh, i know i'm the spoiler to the beauttttyyy
lala drew this using mdm rukiah's pen when we were punished outside class
wenjie and carissa 's view from kaikiat's house :B
I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say And do you want me to hide the feelings And look away And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know This emptyness is killin me I'm wonderin why i've waited so long Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
Labels: birthdays, i still love you., tattoes
it's been one month plus already, but i don't know why i'm dropping tears for you again. you may not know the silly things that i did today , and all along i'm only caring for you. whatever you think , it's what i'm doing for you. joining them is not really the best choice. you have all your good friends in school. those people may really mislead you. and doing that , it would hurt your body real bad. i just dont want you to become like my dad. all the free time today caused me to think of you again , and being silly , dropping tears till an angmoh in front of me saw it. and still walking all the way from jurong point , trying to flash back & walk once again on the roads we had once walked together. i thought i could overcome it , but no , i'm really that weak. & yeah. you are gone. i can't forget the sense of being in your arms and many other stuffs. but i'm not strong like you? you and many other people made forgetting someone seem so easy , but i can't do it. have you ever took out the scribbles and poems i wrote to you? how about the 200 straw hearts i spent so much time to work on. i have never regretted spending my time to do all those. but i what i want is only for you to appreciate the hard work and understand my motive. what am i saying all this for , haha. i'm just a silly bodoh. never ever succeed in anything. now star , vball are all gone. and you were once the only hope for me in life. but now you are gone , i still have to make myself stand up and be there for you if you want to turn back. but i know the chances are low. and i managed to make up the courage to tell you how i feel. all along it's been extremely hard for me to forget you. you thought i never tried to forget but i did. somehow or another , images of you always pops up in my mind. yeah , i'm silly. so just go ahead and laugh at me. laugh at how deeply in love i am with you. just go ahead.
Labels: i still love you.